Ok... last night at 4am i was still awake, couldn't sleep and had a really bad headache. I remembered i had some pain killers in my bag from being down Leighs. So i took two of them, i even checked the doseage on the back of the box and it said one or two tablets. so i laid down and after 20 minutes my headache was gone but i felt strange.
I had a dream (well it wasnt a dream because i was still awake) which i hadn't had for at least 10 years. The dream was that my bedroom was about 100ft x 100ft and everything (i.e my tv, xbox, hifi, bedside cabinet) was far away. I opened my eyes and i was looking round the room and it was still the same. I thought i was having a reaction to the pain killers, i started to get hot and sweaty and being a hypercondriac that i am i started to panic thinking i was fucked and i was over dosing. Then i started to get a prickly heat on my forehead and i tried to calm myself down, telling myself 'ffs just relax your fine' , but it didn't help, now even though me and my mother do not get along 99.9% of the time, she can always make me feel relaxed when im worried, so i got up to go to her room, i was uneasy on my feet, opened my bedroom door and the hallway to my mothers room is about 15ft long, but not tonight i looked up and it looked more like 150ft, i staggered my way to my mothers room and woke her up and explained everything, she told me to go to bed and shut my eyes so i told her it doesnt help, she reasured me, so i went to the bathroom splashed cold water over my face and went to my room and tried to sleep, took about 20 minutes but i got to sleep. It was crazy and like i said, its been 10 years since i had a dream with the same feeling, so it was a bit of a shock and a flashback. So i decided i wont take those pain killers anymore. I havent thrown them away because you never know i could accidently chop my arm off and in that situaton i think i will need to me off my tits on drugs. oh i forgot to mention those pain killers said Extra strength so i think i will stick to regular pain killers from now on.

